THIS IS A LITTLE FRUSTRATING. JUST LOST A COUPLE OF PAGES OF THIS BLOG. SPACEBOOK IS A LITTLE TRICKY.
OK, WHERE WAS I?
IT'S TAKEN US ALL 100 YEARS TO CATCH UP TO EINSTEIN. (SOME GUY WITH A GALACTIC SIGNATURE OF 13 SUN.)
THERE'S NO "STUFF" IN THE UNIVERSE. JUST WHIRLING BALLS OF ENERGY INSIDE ATOMS,WHICH ARE MOSTLY EMPTY SPACE.
I'M EMPTY SPACE, FILLED WITH WHIRLING BALLS OF ENERGY, ORGANIZED BY SOME KIND OF INTERDIMENSIONAL SPIRITUAL PRESENCE.
THE SECOND TIME DANNION BRINKLEY GOT HIT BY LIGHTNING, THAT'S WHAT HE SAW: THE HUMAN PARAMEDICS AS JUST WHIRLING FIELDS OF ENERGY. SOME WERE NICE. SOME WERE DARK AND STORMY.
A RETIRED MINISTER AT ONE OF OUR LOCAL PSYCHIC CHURCHES SEES THE SAME THING. WHEN SHE GOES INTO HER ALTERED STATE TO DO READINGS SHE SEES EVERYONE IN THE ROOM AS A FIELD OF WHIRLING ENERGY.
IN SOME REACTIONS, ELECTRONS DISAPPEAR AND THEN REAPPEAR. THEY GO TO OTHER DIMENSIONS,THEN RETURN TO THIS ONE.
SO THERE ARE OTHER DIMENSIONS.
JUMPING AHEAD, THEN, THE ILLUSION THAT I LIVE IN A MATERIAL WORLD IS CREATED BY MY UNCONSCIOUS EMOTIONAL AND SPIRITUAL BLOCKAGES AND ATTACHMENTS. WHEN I CLEAR OUT ALL MY ATTACHMENTS, THE UNIVERSE WILL DISAPPEAR.
THANK GOD.
I'M USUALLY TERRIFIED. I DIDN'T USE TO KNOW THAT. I WAS JUST DISSOCIATED, ADDICTED AND OBSESSED ON WHATEVER. NOW I'M MORE IN MY BODY, AND I KNOW I'M USUALLY TERRIFIED.
SO NOW I HAVE THE CHOICE TO NOT BE TERRIFIED, TO LET GO OF WHAT I'M ATTACHED TO, AND TO SURRENDER TO SOME UNSEEN GUIDING PRESENCE THAT I CAN'T CONTROL, BUT THAT I JUST TRUST TO GUIDE ME TO EXACTLY WHAT I NEED FOR MY HEALING AND GROWTH AND DEVELOPMENT, ONE MOMENT AT A TIME.
YES, I AM VERY ATTACHED TO THAT UNSEEN GUIDING PRESENCE. IT'S WORKED TOO MANY TIMES. MAYBE SOMEDAY I'LL BE MORE BUDDHIST.
NOW WHERE DOES DREAMSPELL FIT IN TO ALL THIS? IT'S A TOOL FOR FORGIVENESS. IT VALIDATES THE MULTIDIMENSIONAL FREQUENCIES AND CYCLES OF OTHER-DIMENSIONAL PRESENCE THAT IS CO-CREATING THIS PRESENT WORLD OF UNBEARABLE ILLUSION.
SO ONCE I MOVE INTO THE DREAMSPELL, I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR MY FEARS AND MY ATTACHMENTS.
CAN I FORCE OTHER PEOPLE TO CHANGE THEIR CALENDARS AND ADOPT MY SPIRITUAL WORLD-VIEW? WELL, MAYBE THAT HAPPENED 5,128 YEARS AGO, BUT THAT'S ALL OVER NOW.
(IS IT, ALEXANDER?)
WELL, YEAH. LOOK AROUND. ALL THOSE STRUCTURES ARE GONE.
(SO WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?)
UH, YOU KNOW, UH... HELPING PEOPLE.
(WHICH PEOPLE?)
YOU KNOW... UH... PEOPLE AT HEALING TOUCH AND DEEKSHA AND REIKI CIRCLES AND PEOPLE AT THE RECOVERY GROUPS AND SOME NEIGHBORS AND SOME FRIENDS... YOU KNOW....
(IS THAT WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING?)
YEAH.
(HOW DO YOU KNOW?)
CAUSE IT'S REALLY HARD!
(WHAT'S HARD ABOUT IT?)
WELL, I ALWAYS HAVE AND AGENDA FOR THE PEOPLE I'M HELPING, AND I WANT THEM TO BE A CERTAIN WAY AND THEN TO BE MY FRIEND AND THEN TO BE NICE TO ME AND HELP ME AND TAKE CARE OF ME.
(YOU'RE FUNNY, ALEXANDER.)
THANK GOD.
(SO WHAT'S A BETTER IDEA?)
THAT I CAN AFFIRM SPIRITUAL REALITY AND PRACTICE LETTING GO, WHICH I EVENTUALLY DO ANYWAY BECAUSE IT HURTS SO MUCH TO GET ATTACHED TO PEOPLE. MAYBE I CAN LET GO AS THE FIRST OPTION, NOT THE FINAL ONE WHEN ALL OTHER CHOICES HAVE BEEN EXHAUSTED.
I BETTER SAVE THIS BEFORE THE LIBRARY CLOSES.
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