Where Time is a Frequency and Space is a Holographic Unity
I am broken and my being is being shattered by the forces of the universe and life seems unbearable at this moment .. the idea of ending this human avatar is constantly turning in my kind mind, but my being avoids it and fortunately I follow the path, as far as the lifetime...If some being out there, read this ... I need your help in any way possible...
You're so lucky!
(I'm not a sadist. Hear me out!)
I've been exactly where you are,
I got through it
and experienced great happiness.
i learned the difference betwen sadness and depression.
you must find your own Original Cause for sadness,
because I know about depression...depression is.
know why it is,
but it is.
and also, if you are struggling with suicide, i will share this with you
"Flesh is born, it lives and dies, but all the rest is more than lies."
-Malaclypse the Younger
there's probably no escape from whatever you are facing.
sooner or later, you must become strong.
Ptah understands, also and relates, via his servant, "Ani the Scribe,"
Beloved ones! We ask you to think of this. Is your quest for enlightenment that which is the joy and excitement of unfolding into the more of who you really are, or is it a quest to escape the fear, pain and anguish of day-to-day living in your realm? We suggest you contemplate this.
You see, my dear ones, there is no escape.
For as long as you are attempting to get rid of, overcome, release, push
away, or let go of the fear, pain and anguish, that energy which you expend in pushing away will simply draw to you that which you are attempting to get away from. What you resist will absolutely persist and what you invalidate you will absolutely empower.
What you are, indeed, is a grand embodiment of electromagnetic energy. That is, every facet of you, your physical body, your consciousness, your thoughts and beliefs and your emotional beingness are all entwined to create a body of energy which is likened unto a magnet. This energy has a resonance, a vibrational frequency, which draws to itself that which matches its own frequency.
Thusly, as you go about your day-to-day life, you create in your perceived reality those situations which reflect back to you your own beliefs about who you are and how the universe is. The frequencies or resonances match. So, if you desire to bring about change in your day-to-day life, the simple fact is that you must change the frequency that you are.
We have said to you many times that enlightenment, or the ability to exist in that state termed fourth or fifth density as you call it, is the natural result of loving every facet of you unconditionally. In other words, by that unconditional love you change the frequency. This is not required to be a struggle. It is simple a choice in every now. There are no magic pills or potions, no magic words, incantations or rituals. There is only love or fear. Which do you choose in any now?
hey hun, just wanted a moment to really receive and feel u, to honor your feelings and share in the depth of ur experience and emotions and really value them. Cradeling you in deepest love and tenderness a soft generating luminous coccoon woven from the eternal heart fabric of the Hunab Ku, singing sweet soul songs of recognitions and dreams fullfilled. If you ever want a safe open friend to share anything with yu can find me here or, my email is firstname.lastname@example.org, eye would be happy to receive you and talk about some of the things ur going through
be well blessed one