I just wanted to apologize, God.  It was me.  I did it.

5, 127  years ago I made a mistake.  I have no idea what happened.  We were all ok enough but I was just scared all the time.  I was just so sick of being scared!

This thing started happening to me.  I really didn't know what was happening at first.  Things just started to get different.  I started to get different.

All of a sudden, people were starting to look at me like they were scared of me or something.  It was kinda weird but I also kinda liked it.  I mean, it didn't really feel that good deep down but it was just so great to have ALL THAT POWER!!!!!   I mean, I didn't have to be scared any more!  I was going to have everything I would ever need or want!  All I had to do was scare other people and they would do ANYTHING I WANTED!

And some of them seemed to want somebody to get us all organized so we could get more stuff done, and THIS THING SPREAD LIKE WILDFIRE!!!!!    All you had to do was to scare people and get them to join you, and then they IMMEDIATELY started to scare other people to get them to join our group, and pretty soon we were getting a whole army together and heading off to find more people we could scare so it would just keep growing and growing and growing!!!!!

It was so great!!!!!  We had stacks and stacks of everything we could ever want, especially this new stuff called money!   All you had to do was tell people about all the power it could give them, and then they would do anything you told them to to get it! 

But that was just in the exciting early days.  Pretty soon it got really awful.  You could just sort of see it in peoples' eyes.  Their eyes started to look sort of dead.  And it didn't matter about anything that was going on outside of us or what kind of day it was or how we felt or what was going on with us personally.  None of that mattered any more.  We could pretend we were not human beings any more.  The only thing that mattered was this power thing.  The more people chased this stuff, the more dead they looked.

Oh, you know all this stuff already! Why do I have to try to explain it to you?  You know exactly what happened.

And yes, there were some old guys around who seemed really disapproving of what we were doing, like they sorta knew that this was going to happen, but they could also see that we would have to find out the hard way, and we didn't want to hear ANYTHING like that.  IT JUST FELT SOOOOOO  GOOOOOOOD!!!!   WE WERE ABSOLUTELY NOT GOING TO STOP, YOU KNOW?   NO WAY!!!!

 

But here we are, 5,127 years later.   It's not working any more.  I give up.  I give up all of it.  Even this high-tech free computer I'm typing on here in the library of this big concrete hospital, all chilled in the A/C while it's blazing and dangerous outside.

OK, tell me what to do next.....

NO, I DO NOT WANNA GO UP THERE AND LEAD THAT GROUP!!!!!   I WANNA GET ON WITH MY LIFE AND DO THE AWESOME, FAR-OUT STUFF  I KNOW I CAN DO!!!!!!   THOSE PEOPLE DONT KNOW ALL ABOUT THIS OTHER PART OF ME!!!!   I CANT TALK ABOUT ALL THE COSMIC AWESOME STUFF I CAN DO THERE!!!   I NEED TO DO MY LIFE MISSION!!!!!!

(alexander, honey....  settle down.....  you're not going to know in your head what to do next.  you'll have to feel your way through your life with your whole body, mind and spirit.  this whole little writing project idea  you thought was so cool yesterday is already over.  just stay with me, honey, and you'll be led, one moment at a time.  you know that's how this works....  just let me have your life.)

OK....   I give up.  Let's go.

Okay...  goodbye Spacebookers.  See you later, maybe.  I don't know.  I just work here.

Alexander

Tucson

Views: 29

Comment

You need to be a member of Galactic Spacebook to add comments!

Join Galactic Spacebook

Today's 13 Moon date & Kin

  • Find your Kin!
  • Explore your Galactic Archetype

Our Sponsors

Special thanks to Lois Farrington Hunt, Kin 196 for her generous support.

If you value this site please support us with a donation.

Living Time Science by Stephanie South/Red Queen

13:20:Frequency:Shift blog by Stephanie South/Red Queen

Mexico: 2005-2019 – 7 Caves and 7 Light Gates

The future is encoded in the past. Our job is to remember the future. This is the mission of our upcoming journey to Palenque and Teotihuacan. Palenque: 20 July – 23 July.  Cosmic Moon 24-27: Kin 8-11        … Continue reading

Notre Dame: Synchronicity and Symbolism

1.31.10.12: Yellow Electric Human, Kin 172 A wave of sadness rippled through the planetary body today as we watched the magnificent cathedral of Notre Dame go up in flames on Planetary Moon 12,  Kin 172: Yellow Electric Human/April 15, 2019. … Continue reading

Latest Activity

Rafael Afghaen Draemwaever posted a photo

20190618_095449

Do look em gift horse in d mouth and climb the ladder mouths
13 hours ago
Maria Teresa Rodriguez added a discussion to the group Ondas Encantadas
Thumbnail

ONDA ENCANTADA DEL ÁGUILA AZUL-15

ONDA ENCANTADA DEL ÁGUILA AZUL – 15Poder de la Visión(Desde el día 17 hasta el 29 de junio de 2019…See More
yesterday
Rafael Afghaen Draemwaever posted photos
Jun 8
Malaclypse the Elder added a discussion to the group AA Midway Station
Thumbnail

The Great Gatherings

The cosmic clock brings us together consciously or unconsciously.We meet to recreate sacred…See More
Jun 5
Malaclypse the Elder joined Marie Oni Magic's group
Thumbnail

AA Midway Station

A place to discuss the Mother Ship.AA Midway Station – Arcturus/Antares Midway station, located…See More
Jun 5
Maria Teresa Rodriguez added a discussion to the group Ondas Encantadas
Thumbnail

ONDA ENCANTADA DEL VIENTO BLANCO-15

ONDA ENCANTADA DEL VIENTO BLANCO-15Poder del Espíritu(Desde el día 4 al 16 de junio de 2019 -…See More
Jun 4
Volker Görke updated their profile
May 31
Rafael Afghaen Draemwaever posted photos
May 31

© 2019   Created by Foundation for the Law of Time.   Powered by

Badges  |  Report an Issue  |  Terms of Service

Live Support